Poetry

Inconjunct

On December 5, 1791, Benjamin Banneker wrote the following entry in his dream journal:

On the night of the fifth of December 1791, Being a deep Sleep, I dreamed that I was in a public Company, one of them demanded of me the limits of Rassanah Crandolph’s Soul had to display itself in, after it departed from her Body and taken its flight. In answer I desired that he show me the place of Beginning “thinking it like making a Survey of the Land.” He replied I cannot inform you but there is a man about three days journey from Hence that is able to satisfy your demand, I forthwith went to the man and requested of him to inform me place of beginning of the limits that Rasannah Crandolph’s soul had to display itself in, after the Seperation from her Body; who gave me answer, the Vernal Equinox, When I returned I found the Company together and I was able to Solve their Doubts by giving them the following answer: Quincunx.

What that dream meant, only God truly knows. This poem is just a dream of a dream:


I lately dreamt that the ambit 

of Rassanah’s merit is 5 

meridians of this world; 10

hours from the blast of Aries’

Shofar, a little less than half

of the soul’s compass; and what keeps 

a soul from its full day’s traverse?

The earth turns, the sun moon and stars 

March in procession, rhythm and 

rebirth, breath and heartbeat in our 

bones and blood; things known without words

Life and love’s gravity and pull,

wind and tide; Listen: no whale knows 

more of the salt sea than your veins

Listen: to the billowing rush

of wavebreak and the hissing sigh

of recession. Sun, wind, and wave;

whispers rising to hurricaned

shout against our willful deafness

scribing sacred truths in our flesh

in letters of terror and wonder

under a fury of ocean

and sky that teaches mountains to 

fear and reminds our shivering 

blood that it holds power over 

life only because it is the 

ocean’s kin, only because we

are the flotsam and jetsam

of a storm’s Apocalypse,

a scattering of seeds for life’s 

own deep, implacable purpose.

And yet breath and blood, sun and moon,

sex and birth, hunger and thirst are

only measures of seasons,

of all that has been and will be, 

again and again and again

the sum and simplicity of 

a law that we do not even 

half fulfill. Rassanah said that

the ambit of our action is 

5/12 at best; if only we

would sail with the wind’s blessing like 

beings born of spirit that know what

wings are for, instead of beating

into the gale; how many more 

signs we would see before the end 

of our days, before the storm shows

us what blood learned from the sea: we

have no more than we are given

and so we are all, and nothing

About Malik

O. Malik Nash is a doctoral student in the Department of History at the University of North Carolina, Greensboro and a graduate of Morgan State University. His research focuses on the history of West African Sufism, 1650-1850.
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